Friday, August 19, 2005 at 2:05 PM
alOhaX. today is fcuking day for me alrights. to sarah : excuse me. im not yr SUBSTITUTE again okay. i dun want you to keep sticking to me okay. during science, i find that you're so totally absurd okay. actually i wanted to scold you okay. you told yvonne that today is the REAL you ? are you crapping or bullshitting ? if its the real you. you wont be QUIET lyke some kind of mute person okay. tomorrow you follow me again im gonna shout at you mans. you always use crying to make us believe in you. although i noe its hurting. then you keep staring at me FOR WAD ? the last and fucking time. STOP THAT STARING. you stare later i look at you. you smiled. i dun want this kind of shit okay. you keep thinking i lyke helping you. now im getting AGAINST you. im so fcuking angry now. and always my days are ruined by who ? gosh. i gtta be harsh so you would open yr EYES TO READ . you keep thinking cia is angry over that thing. but its not. its LOTS OF OTHER rubbish stuff you do okay. i dun care if you see this. cos im totally over with you. yvonne is not yr substitute okay. you want her to find you're a nuisance to scold the hell out of you ? im sure o dun wan that right ? elaine lehh ? tmr you follow then lyke GEN PI CONG liddat. im gonna shout the fcuk out of you did you hear me ?and you din even tell yvonne and eliza. you think they not human issit ? yr obstacles to come to us issit ? whoas. sickening. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today's day is totally ruined. after school actually there was a match with whitley. but it rained so it was cancelled. den i was so pissed with cheejie for luffing at me ytd. then i keep staring at him. then today he go eat our food. with weilong. okay nvm. i stare he go throw food at me lors. eh. kaobei la. then later he throw at my head okay. im so pissed alrdy. then he add on. then i rushed up to him la. i wanted to punch him. i very angry lehh. i buay tahan. my body lyke on fire liddat. then i suddenly think of her face. i more angry ! urghH ! bloody hell. so freaking angry keep banging the table. then later actually i wanna shoot kiatwee den ivan tot i wanna shoot him, he go shoot my chin sia. i almost cry okay. fcuk. last time my mother also use rubber band or wad hit me i cry sia. i dunno why rubber band hit only then pain. then he shoot liao so freaking pain okay. then cheejie liddat. then he make me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but nvm its all over. alamak ! qiann cannot sit still ! lol. keep kicking my wound. so pain. but nvm . then later me and cia saw kiatwee shengda weilong bingxun weiloong and cheejie playing catching we go join sia. cheejie lousy la. he cannot catch me. HAHA. den wanna catch alicia she run all the way to east wing. waulau. idoit ! hahaha. den keep running. stupid sia. shengda and cheejie go hide in the drink stall.then still bring their noodles and ate there okay !! LOL. hahahah. then went home. so tired. slept. then now here. eating ICE-cREAm. yuMmy. haha. now i hearing to the 3 ahbengs poem combine. so funny. now wanna hear fly . then later ben. hahaha. take care every one. love my buddies alot. ALOT ! X))